Any Clearer? No? Good.
Nathanael Berends June 30th, 2004
The Previous Post:
- Not Military Time…
- Not Actual Quantifiable Mistakes…
[It's Probably Good That I Am The Only One That Knows What It Means]
Archive for June, 2004
The Drive Home
Nathanael Berends June 29th, 2004
REALIZATIONS
2232 - The Point At Which I Realize My Mistake
1549 - The Point At Which I Turn Around
519 - The Point At Which I Decide What To Do
1419 - The Point At Which I Realize The Humor Of The Last
[i don't.]
Nathanael Berends June 26th, 2004
I Want To Whisper in the biggest voice I’ve got…
[but i don’t]
I Want To Shout everything that is on my mind…
[it's obvious why i don’t]
I Realize that this could ruin everything…
[also recognizing that i don’t]
I Think This could make everything better…
Knowing This, i know what to do.
[but, i likely won’t]
Stop Thinking.
Nathanael Berends June 24th, 2004
I REALLY Need To Stop Thinking Tonight…
That…
And…
[Jump!]
(But Not Tonight)
Grace. Again.
Nathanael Berends June 23rd, 2004
Grace
I Like That Idea…
[now, i only wish i believed in it]
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I Had Created Three Pages Of ‘Stream-Of-Concousness’ Writing…
Somehow, My Faith Life Manifested Itself In Three Barely Filled Pages.
Faith Life? Perhaps The Lack Thereof.
At Any Rate…
The Exerpt At The Top Of This Page Is The Only Part That Was Spared The Delete Key - The Only Part That Matters I Suppose.
[Jump!]
Anna Begins.
Nathanael Berends June 22nd, 2004
‘But then I start to think about the consequences
Because I don’t get no sleep in a quiet room’
[Jump!]
…but you just have to Jump… ([Jump!] explained)
Nathanael Berends June 21st, 2004
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sometimes you’re blind to what is between where you are and where you want to go…but you just have to Jump and trust that youll land either on your feet or in the arms of someone who cares
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Today - As Summer Days Can Go - Has Been Rather Informative.
[Jump!]
(it isn’t hard - really… it isn’t)
… Or, At Least I Tell Myself That.
‘Somtimes the only way is jumpin’
I hope your not afraid of heights.’
P.S. If alot of this post sounds plaigarized, worry not - it is.
Thanks Erin & Mallory
Ask Me Sometime…
[Jump!]
EDITORIAL COMMENT ADDED 11/26/2006
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This post, in its original context had the following comment. I’d like to remember this:
hmm.. your posts remind me of a favorite book of mine, The gospel according to Larry. This highschooler has a website and he posts these “sermons” that have topics that apply to life. Many people of all ages read his sermons and discuss them. He doesnt’ believe in conformity and he loves Thoreau. He has a tough life. First of all, his mother died and left him at a young age, with just a step father who does advertising. He has a secret crush on his best friend, Beth. He hides behind a secret identity, Larry. Your posts just inspire me. I totally understand [Jump!] now. It’s a great way tying off your posts, Nate. It’s inspiring to me. I’m going to try to live my life that way for now on.
Posted 6/21/2004 at 6:21 pm by sunshineafterrain
Anti-E-Propage
Nathanael Berends June 20th, 2004
Anti-Xanga Proclamation:
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Is Anybody Else A Little Bothered By eProps?
The Problem Is This:
How Is One Expected To Convey Their Entire Reaction To A Post - Often Profound And Insightful - In A Few Sentances?
Also, Has Anyone Noticed How eProps Often Don’t Even Pertain To The Content Of A Post? Perhaps That Is A Direct Reaction Caused By My First Grievance Against eProps.
Anyhow… I Figured I’d Just Take The Time To Make Those Two Things Known.
… Also That I Am Hypocrite; Because Only A Few Posts Prior, I BEGGED For eProps.
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha… I Laugh.
[Jump!]
Monthly Comment Record
Nathanael Berends June 19th, 2004
So… Yeah…
I ‘Forgot’ Once Again.
(…but i think that i am okay with that.)
[Jump!]
p.s. - If Only Two People eProp This, I Will Hit An eProp Weekly Record For The Past Month
p,p,s, - (let’s see if we can SHATTER that record )
p.p.p.s. - Does This Preceding Abreviation Mean ‘Post-post-post Script’?
p.p.p.p.s. - (feel free to ignore the pathetic plea for eLove that appears two lines prior to this one.)
p.p.p.p.p.s. = Post-post-post-post-post-Script… (Odd?)
And Again I Say:
[Jump!]
One Year Blogging Anniversary
Nathanael Berends June 18th, 2004
Ooops… I Forgot To Tell You…
Yesterday Was My One Year Anivarsary Of Possesing This Xanga-Thing.
Yay!
( iThink )
It’s Been Good…
( iThink )
Maybe A Year Of Badddd, Cult-like Behavior…
At Any Rate, The Fact Remains…
One Year.
[Jump!]