Today was Dynamic. Last night was hard.
Nathanael Berends April 27th, 2004
Today was dynamic.
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I had put on shorts, and my birks anticipating a warm day…
It was snowing when I went to my car
Things happened untill morning break…
It was then that I payed the ungodly price of $8 to get my ACT scores
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I GOT A 30!!!!
That is the top 3% in the COUNTRY!
Other Highlights Include:
- Reading/Social Sciences - Top 1%
- Adv. Geometry & Trig - Top 1%
- English/Rhetorical Skills - Top 2%
- General Reading - Top 3%
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Wow… top 3%… that made my day…
Vellinga said I could get mad scholarships with those scores, and could basicly choose the non-ivy league school of my preference…
That Kicks ASS!
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I am so glad that I got these scores, because I honestly needed something to make it through the day.
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I reread last night’s post, and realized its true ficticious origin…
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I suppose I worte it as a futile attempt at convincing myself of its truth.
To a plethora of my own disenchantment, it worked for a while…
The truth is that people can tell me that a situation has been layed to rest, and I can believe them to a degree… I did for a brief period of time.
The problem that I am now combating is belief.
I truly don’t believe that the situation has been delt with.
I was told I ruined a life.
Logic suggests that maybe this was said in anger; but regardless of the emotion behind it - or it’s prideful foundation - it was still said…
This is not the type of statement that falls to fruition with nothing behind it - there was a reason.
You can dismiss this comment a million times - but I can’t.
I can’t believe that someone says this, and then - in the same day - can act all peachy and composed.
You say it’s fine…
But I still don’t.