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Dear Bob,

Nathanael Berends August 12th, 2008

Excerpted from a longer letter:

 

Alaska So Far:

+These Jobs Are Everywhere

It came as a relief to me when, on my second day in Alaska, at my orientation seminar the presenter acknowledged that nobody comes up to Alaska for the job.  There are a thousand different reasons why folks head toward America’s last frontier, but these reasons have little to do with a 40hr/week work contract.  There is no job up here that is without its counterpart in the lower 48.  With this reality, I began to understand that there is something very special that draws people to this place.  

In the “outside”—an Alaskan term for the rest of the United States—there are hotels everywhere.  There are restaurants and retail operations throughout the nation at which we could have just as easily applied for employment.  There are scores of National Parks, too—most of them closer to folks’ homes than Denali.  

Nevertheless, we have chosen Alaska.  And it wasn’t because of the Job.

 

Mount McKinley Glacier Landing

Mount McKinley Glacier Landing

 

 

+Why People End Up In Alaska

Since the footings of our nation were laid, people’s pursuit of discovery has always led westward.  It seems, then, only logical to regard Alaska as a culminating point in that journey.  

In my first weeks, I noticed that the introduction processes around here have an extra feature.  In addition to typical elements of introduction found most anywhere, a common question around these parts is “Why Alaska?”  After pondering silently to myself as to why people’s responses seemed so similar, I began to more fully understand why.  A co-worker suggested that the only people who end up in Alaska are those who are running from something, or running to something.  What this is, of course, is simply two ways of referring to the same fundamental act.

People end up in Alaska because they have tried life—in any number of ways—and been left wanting.  People end up in Alaska because they are searching for more

 

Sugarloaf Mountain

Sugarloaf Mountain

 

 

+Where Faith Meets Culture

I entered this summer with some degree of reticence with regard to what I expected to be a thriving bar scene.  I arrived to just such a scene, and nearly immediately discovered the bar to be a place of meeting—a place of community.

I have a shirt (which I pilfered from the Office of Admission) that boldly proclaims Seattle Pacific University as a place where Faith Meets CultureI wear this shirt less and less these days.

In Alaska, I have confirmed a long-held suspicion that a college campus is not the intersection of faith and culture in nearly the same and significant way that a tavern is.  It is with a pint of Porter that one may begin an honest inquiry into the reality of both Faith and Culture.  This is not something that happens in a classroom of like-minded undergraduates.

To talk of abstinence from the realities of society—of cigarettes and ales—is to say nothing of any intersection of belief and reality.  To talk of how, as Christians, we are to behave responsibly within this reality is to begin talking about how Seattle Pacific University might hope to actually engage a culture to change a world.

Where, then do we find the point at which Faith Meets Culture?  Somewhere between two pints and a dartboard it seems.  There are probably other places, too.

 

Walking Along a Ridgeline

Walking Along a Ridgeline

 

 

+Community of One?

Nevertheless, it has been a challenge to live as a person “set apart.”  My nearest ministry team member lives 3 miles away.  Our third team member lives 53 miles away.  And while I have made very significant and meaningful connections with Christian co-workers, this summer has provided an extraordinary lesson in the reality that Christian life is hard without the support of Christian community.  Christian life is prone to failure without the support of Christian community.  I am certain that my empirical side will not soon forget this summer.

Alpenglow

Alpenglow

Advent!

Nathanael Berends November 28th, 2007

3 Many peoples will come and say,
“Come, let us go up to the mountain of the LORD,
to the house of the God of Jacob.
He will teach us his ways,
so that we may walk in his paths.”
The law will go out from Zion,
the word of the LORD from Jerusalem.

4 He will judge between the nations
and will settle disputes for many peoples.
They will beat their swords into plowshares
and their spears into pruning hooks.
Nation will not take up sword against nation,
nor will they train for war anymore.

5 Come, O house of Jacob,
let us walk in the light of the LORD.

Isaiah 2:3-5 (NIV)

Is Complexity Viable?

Nathanael Berends November 24th, 2007

Where can we find the intersection of faith and science? (And what do those question marks on the diagram below reperesent?)

Draw your own conclusions on this one (The full essay is here.):

Excerpt:

In the 21st century? Science and technology has to face many difficulties. The planet is full. We will be 10 to 12 billion in 2050. Can we have 10, 12 billion people live in normal life and not deteriorate completely the planet? The natural resources are decreasing, there will be no more oil and coal and gas and no more uranium in a rather short time.

It is often said that science and technology are the remedy. I think we have to say something else. Science and technology are necessary but not sufficient. It is clear that science and technology may as well keep on deteriorating or may be used to improve the situation.

The main thing required is something that is not scientific but emergence of the planetary consciousness, the planetary conscience; a will to stop the deterioration. For this we need a strong political will on a planetary scale.

So I think science is fundamental, we need science, we need technology but more than that we need the real conscious will to say we have to do something to answer the question “Is complexity viable?” No one knows the answer. It depends on what we do, it is our responsibility to do something in order to make the answer “yes.”

Complexity Pyramid

Sacred Places

Nathanael Berends November 4th, 2007

I show you inside, and we find our seats within The Shed—that’s what they call the main worship space, I say. Facing the middle, we’re sitting pretty near where the men’s socks used to be, maybe.

Christian Education and the Emerging Church

Nathanael Berends October 21st, 2007

At the onset of this project, I had hoped to illuminate the connection between the declining condition of Christian education within the context of the Sunday school, and the emerging church. Not surprisingly, however, there exists very little information that directly discusses the intersection of the emerging church’s upward growth and the Sunday school’s decline. I did, however, notice a few very significant and pertinent connections between the two movements.

Most notably, the emphasis and necessity of community-centric involvement is strikingly evident in both movements. Within the selected articles found below, there is deep and recurrent evidence that the ideal emergent church will be centered in very tangible ways around community—the greatest majority of research suggests that Sunday school, in an ideal setting is much the same.

With that said, the emerging church demonstrates, if yet only hypothetically, great potential for the re-imagining of congregational, community-oriented education. This will not be significantly observable, however, until the emerging movement becomes more cohesive in its definition, practice, and membership. Once the emerging movement has begun to address its most critically decisive issues—particularly the role of traditional practice in the face of post-modern influence—there is great potential and opportunity for truly transformational educational structures.

These are things that are today only alluded to. Time will offer the ultimate say on the extent to which emerging congregations can rescue the institution of Sunday school and community education. If there is any hope for a re-visioning and renewal of Christian education in the context of the church, the possibility of the impetus coming from the emerging church is as likely—if not moreso—as any other source.

Modern Day Prophets?

Nathanael Berends October 7th, 2007

This morning I hiked up to the top of Queen Anne and went to church at Bethany Presbyterian for the first time. All throughout the service, there was a man sitting next to me, scribbling furiously in a notebook. His handwriting was fast, without regard for form or accuracy. He was writing what appeared to be coming to the top of his mind.

I would later discover that his name is Jason, and a few of those pages he was scribbling were for me.

This bring me to a question. Do prophets exist in today’s world? I completely believe that they do! To think that God is not still using people to speak truth into the lives of others just doesn’t make sense to me. And so all arguement about whether Jason is a prophet or not can be ignored right now–but the question is indeed a good one.

After the service, Jason shared with me a cliff-notes version of the full letter that he gave to me. A good deal of what he said to me was pretty spot on. And this could be for one of two reasons.

The Oedepus Effect–i.e. self fulfilling prophesey–states that, more or less, a situation becomes as real as you expect it to be. To this extent, did some part of me want to believe Jason’s words to be truth, such that I would find and even stretch reality to provide paralells in my own experience? There surely must be some psychological rule about this.

Therefore, I am forced to conclude either the aforementioned fact, or that Jason was indeed placed in my life (assumedly by God), in order to share with me words of importance.

In other words, he’s either nuts, or a man of God. Are there really any other options?

Click below to see the whole letter. Read it if you wish. And if you know me at all, I’d be very interested to hear your reaction to this event.

Mark Driscoll v. The Emergent Movement

Nathanael Berends October 5th, 2007

Mark had written several articles for secular magazines and had been interviewed a few times on the radio and had gotten this reputation as a pastor who said cusswords. It is true that Mark said alot of cusswords. I don’t know why he did it. He hadn’t become a Christian until he was in college, so maybe he didn’t know he wasn’t supposed to say cusswords and be a pastor.

(Donald Miller, Blue Like Jazz)

I read this book and excerpt nearly two years ago and I unwittingly sat through an entire service of Mark, The Cussing Pastor, without making the connection. Miller actually speaks quite well of Mark, and says that his church represented the first time in years that a church made him feel like he could breathe, but this wasn’t my experience.

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Mars Hill Seattle (or: How Heartbreaking).

Nathanael Berends September 30th, 2007

Wow… What a terrific letdown.

I went to a church here in Seattle… Mars Hill. It’s an 11-year-old church, and I had heard mixed things about it. It has many-thousands of members and four campuses here in the city.

And all I can say is that my heart was deeply saddened by what I experienced this morning.

Perhaps tomorrow when I have more time and emotional energy to devote to the topic, I’ll elaborate.

In the face of their huge growth–their main campus is adding a fifth Sunday service beginning next week–I can’t see how it’s happening.

Yes, the service was hip… But I have never felt less at church than I did this morning. What I experienced today was not church. When I figure out what it was, I’ll let you know.

(how heartbreaking.)

If nobody believed in you.

Nathanael Berends October 14th, 2004

Tell me, how would you feel?
You’d probably give up too,
If nobody believed in you.

Gifts.

Nathanael Berends September 6th, 2004

As a preface to this post, I’d like to make it known that I think I believe in God. Perhaps I am only as certain of this as anyone can ever be; but regardless, that single ‘fact’ greatly relates to this post.

Also, before I even write what I’ve so many times outlined in my head, I’d like to apologize for the inherent reality that I could end up sounding like an arrogant ass – infact that may be due to the reality that I am. Either way, remember these two things.

I guess that this issue first came to play in the back of my mind – a place where I could try to ignore it, and attempt to deny its existence. Now, this question has moved into my immediate reality ; it has become something that does concern me, and is directly relative to my daily life.

Is it wrong if I recognize a God-given gift, realize the effects that I could create with it, and refuse to use it?

I am good at mixing sound. I’ve got a talent. I’ve got a gift…

… and, I guess that with all of the spiritual strength I can muster, I need to realize the origin of the gift.

As uncertain as I am in asserting this, it is my rickety belief that God has blessed me with this skill and my apparent success in the arena of audio engineering.

Perhaps I’m being arrogant about it.

At any rate, it seems that if this past weekend was any barometer, I can – as Matt told me – do amazing things, and encounter untold success.

… ‘If I want it.’

I’ve only even discussed this with one other person in the world… I suppose that is b.c. it scares me that what I’ve been doing with my life for the past years may have been for naught.

Do I want it?

I don’t know.

I’m certainly less certain about it than I was even eight months ago.

I could have a fabulous life if I continue doing what I am doing… but I really don’t know if that is the person I want to become.

I’ve got a gift… but I’m really not too certain as to its place in my life.

What if I’ve got other gifts I can lead my life with?

I know that I can do amazing things if I pursue a life with the gift that I’ve been given.

But I don’t necessarily want that…

As a ‘Christian’, do I have an obligation to orient my life in the direction that God has been leading me for the past seven years?

… is it wrong of me to ignore the glory I could bring God in exchange for my own agenda?

Bottom line:

I am really gifted.

I’m not even sure if I don’t like the gifts that I’ve been given, but I really don’t want to lead my life by them. Sure, it is fun – but there are so many other things that I’d like to try. It almost seems that it’d be too easy to pursue a career in audio.

… and if I learned only one thing this summer, it is that I NEVER want to become like a single one of the guys that I worked with this summer.

People who can’t keep priorities… who can’t keep a family… who can’t see their limits with alcohol… who ‘cope with the road’ the only way they know how – in a number of saddening ways… who have forgotten what life is about… who have been so jaded by something that they’ve let their lives fall to shit…

Allie once challenged me to be the one sound guy who is ‘different’… who doesn’t fall into the surfeit of vices…

I can promise that every single one of the guys I worked with this summer thought that their lives would be different – none of them would plan a life like theirs. I imagine that a good majority of them were assured that they could be ‘different’…

Well… they aren’t.

…and I don’t really have enough faith in myself to even tempt that gamble.

What is my obligation?

Have I been incoherent?

(i’m sorry)

Regardless of what happens, remind me why

[Joy Fits!]

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